I thought my hikkikomori ways will change once I get a job. now I'm just a hikki with a job. I still don't talk to anyone. I still don't go out. I still don't call anyone. I still don't have friends. still can't form connections. its never over. it'll always be the same. my brain is permanently damaged since birth. I'll never be normal.
>>755 when I say hikki with a job. its not in a literal sense. in my mind feels the same when I was an actual hikki. I don't see any difference mentally. the only difference is I'm physically sitting in a different place. everyday I can't wait to run out of the stupid chair from all the snobs in the office. I can't stand it. the world is not for me.
>>755 You a gf/wife who will actually love you to get out of that zone
>>755 literally me
>>755 literally me but i am in kalej